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Ok so here's the deal. My parents are very strict catholic parents, so they don't let me do anything. They don't let me wear makeup and I'm not allowed to go shopping with my friends, I'm not allowed a boyfriend. I am in middle school and all of my friends wear makeup. And what I mean by makeup is, simple mascara and eyeliner. No foundation, no eye shadow, no blush, nothing like that. My parents thing makeup is ONLY to attract boys and be a sl*t but actually no it's not. I reckon its for self confidence which i have a pretty low supply of. I do well in school, A's with a couple B's sometimes but mostly straight A's. Ugh. They never let me do ANYTHING. They will freak out and kill me of they find out I have a boyfriend because in their stupid minds they think ALL BOYS WANT TO TAKE MY VIRGINITY. But no, it's not even in their minds at this age seriously. I personally think I'm really ugly compared to my friends so th least I can do is put a but of mascara and eyeliner. Also, they won't let me any social media and I have snapchat kik Instagram Facebook whatsapp and viber. I have no freedom in my life and I really want to die. I sometimes think I'm depressed but I dont wanna kill mys of I just want to die and find a way out of this stupid, strict, claustrophobic life.

Hey there :) I have been a bit confused about my relationship with my bf lately. We've been going out for a few months. The first thing: he won't tell anyone about us. Like no one. Not even his bestest closest friend. I understand we can't tell everybody because then it'll get to his siblings and then he'll get in trouble with his parents (idk why though) but not even to his best friend?

Second, he likes other girls posts on Facebook, Instagram but never mine. Like never. He used to but then just stopped. I know he sees my posts cos i post them when he's on but just ignores me. Or am I just overreacting?

Third, I have a gut feeling he likes a friend of mine. He likes her posts more than mine (which is none :'( ) and sometimes asks questions about her when we're texting. I really like him, I really do, but I can live without him if it's better for both of us. He says I'm beautiful every day and says he loves me. I heard that if a guy says that then he means it because not many guys have the guts to say that.

Lastly, when I see that he's on social media, I text him (hi, hey) and he ignores me. He doesn't even read it. Just ignores me. Then a few hours later he would be like hey sorry I couldn't talk and I'd think, oh you had time for social media but not me huh? Funny. Or I could be overreacting.

So please help me and some tips and advice would be greatly appreciated!!

Thank you for taking your time to read all of this x